Dating Jenn pt. 9

In the midst of all that was happening I had forgotten about what had landed me in the hospital in the first place. My best friend stabbed me. I never thought this could happen. I catch myself as I’m about to call her and spill the tea about baby OG. Who do I call? Everyone in my circle is gone. Jenn made me drop all my friends when we moved in together that’s why I hardly ever mentioned Nae. I had to have been in the hospital for days when I asked the nurse what day it was she said Thursday, November 19. I had been in the hospital for three weeks. Where had the time gone? Today was the day I was gonna ask Jenn to spend the rest of her life with me but those plans got ruined and instead here I am. “Can I see Jenna?” I ask as the nurse finishes redressing my wound. “Certainly.” She replies but the look on her face says that may not be best but she gets me into a wheelchair anyway. My heart is racing and it seems like miles between my room and the one next door. At the entrance I see Jenna just laying there. I want nothing more than to just hold her hand but the anger in me wants so much more. ” Remember that she’s in a coma and she might not wake up but she hears you so just talk.” The nurse says as she wheels me to her bedside. For a moment I just sit there not knowing where to start. “How could you do this to me? Why would you sleep with Andrew? All the times you swore you’d never sleep with men you were lying?” The tears are falling and I can’t control my emotions any longer. “I hate you!” “Why did to do this? Now I’m left with a child I didn’t even know existed. Why did you hide it?” I’m crying hysterically into the cover on her bed by now wishing she could just answer me. Suddenly I feel a hand on my arm. I jump up and see Jenna staring at me. “Nurse! She’s a wake!” “Nurse!” I scream ignoring the shooting pain in my head. A few nurses rush in to check her vitals and remove her breathing tube all while being amazed that she woke up. Once they left she tried to apologize but I didn’t want to hear it. I told her to save her apology because she already caused too much damage. “Hear me out Jas. I promise it’s not what it seemed.” She tells me. ” Oh yea? Then what was it? Cause it looked like you were about to let Andrew and his brother run a train when I walked in.” I fold my arms pissed off at the image that just replayed in my mind. ” Jas I swear it was like that. I had to do it. They were black mailing me because of the baby–” she looks away from me with tears in her eyes. I don’t know how to feel about what she’s just said I’ve never even seen Jenn cry.