Dating Jenn

I’m laying here staring at this beautiful work of profection trying to figure out how we have gotten to where we are. For those that don’t know I’ve been dating Jenn for 3 years now and the love we once had was immaculate. Now it’s like we coexist. Laying here in our bed on two different sides with two different blankets and a valley of open space between us. All love has been lost but neither one of us will let go. I guess you can say we’ve grown comfortable and we don’t want to learn new ways. These moments I stare at her I remember just what it is I loved about her. Her beauty no doubt she has the most flawless, olive skin and eyelashes that could make you catch your breath the moment she bats her eyes at you and juicy, full lips that cover an award winning Colgate smile. Jenn was the first woman I ever loved the first I’d surrendered my all to and now it’s like we are complete strangers. Half the time I don’t exist when she’s around. I don’t understand how we could go from something so beautiful to something so juvenile. I’m tempted to kiss her as she sleeps knowing that will be the only physical contact between us but right as I inch over to kiss her lips she opens her eyes and stares at me.