Lost

I drove past that place today. The place where it all started for us. The place where you chased and I ran. I never imagined I would have been married again. Never imagined I’d love someone like this. This time 4 years ago I was in a horrible place. Getting used and abused by someone who didn’t value me. I took a long ride today and reminisced about were I was and who I used to be and not even knowing I ended up there. Right across the street. It was bittersweet honestly. I was so unhappy, so lost then. I’m happy now… but why am i still lost? Why am I feeling like I’m not valued all over again? Is it too soon to give up? Because I’m tired…